I'm 13 and I want to have a boyfriend?

Hi my name is Samaira im13 and I want a boyfriend not to be popular or anything I just want someone who likes me for me and calls me beautiful instead of hot or y....I had a bad experience Wen I was 9 I had a 14 year old bf and he cheated and spread rumors that we had ...it wasn't good. I'm mixed mom is white dad is black. And I'm going into 9th grade. I'm a little heavy and I think I'm ugly cuz no body likes me and I'm shy with a low sel esteem and low confidence in my self cuz I've been made fun of by my weight. Will I ever get a boyfriend? Will anybody like me for me. And I know what u all might say your to young and have Ur whole life ahead of you. I no that but all my friends have them and there so great and what not I wanna feel that love have that special connection with a person. I helped my two bestfriends who are dating with ration ship problem like big problems and I don't even have a bf to no all this. Even though I no the outcomes of being 13 in 9th grade wanting a boy friend. I'm willing to take the outcomes ful force I just want someone to love me. So can any body help me?